This is my life...

10:22PM

so a lot has happened since the last time i was on here.

i quit volleyball and now i am doing fall cheerleading... its alot of fun!!

school started...and i thought that i was going to have a lot of hard classes but really my schedual isn't that hard. i don't feel like i am learning anything in my math class becuase it is a trig, pre-cal split class...and there are only three of us in pre cal...so they are going to put us on an online class. and so for now we are doing what the trig students are doing...and i am just bored most of the time and it really sucks!

i am not making much money anymore because i can't work every day like i could before and that pisses me off...my last paycheck wasn't even worth working for.

i am trying to write a paper right now that normally i would have alot of fun with but right now i have so much on my mind that i can't think...

i am going to homecoming with sam!!! i am really excited about that.

ok well i need to go to bed i am way tired.

*Alisha

11:08PM - why?

why is it that when you are with someone for so long and then just something changes...something happens and neither one of you really know what...what do you have to do to get those questions answered?

there are just a few things that i just want to know the answers to and i don't know if i ever will and that really bugs me...

this is what bordom does to me...it makes me think!

so with cheerleading fundraisers, volleyball starting, getting in trouble, and work...i haven't really had time for anyone or anything this past week...it kinda sucks...this is the way my summer is going to end and there is nothing i can do about it.

11:51PM - ok..

TODAY- work...sleep...hung out with holly.

TOMORROW- work...concert...umm sleep...

SUNDAY- work...sleep.

6:49PM - it was weird..

i finally just broke down and cried last night...

i couldn't help it...and then once i saw collin i was fine...i am going to miss that boy so much when he is gone...

i am so stressed out right now it felt good to just get it out...and it was hard for me to do that because i hate crying in front of people and that is what i did...but i am glad that i wasn't alone because i may have done something stupid.

ok well i am leaving to go hang out with collin and then go to courtney's...later

*Alisha

Current mood: sad

11:59PM

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5:25PM - omg i haven't been on this thing in forever!

first my computer was broken and then once i got it back i left for a weeek...

and let me tell you that was a week from hell...

i was stuck in a cheer world and i was about ready to kill the next person that i saw by the end of the week...we all were.

if it wasn't for my phone and being able to talk to people that i wasn't with every waking moment i would have died...

I GOT A LETTER FROM DANIELLE...and she said to tell everyone in livejournal land that she says hi!!!

ok well i need to go unpack and then i think i am going to sleep in my own bed for the first time in like two weeks...

well bye everyone!

*Alisha

11:32PM - MEGAN...we sucked this weekend!

Slander! sweetash is the secret lovechild of t_m0ney and evredasacherry!! sweetash has thighs like tree trunks, and sweetprincess_ knows it well... sweetash got evredasacherry drunk and naked, and took photos. ragsfur downloaded them. theprincessdani runs a secret pornography ring. angel_horns17 and sweetprincess_ are regular models. ragsfur knows the truth about a_r_m_i_s_t and t_m0ney. cherry450 collects other people's underwear - and has some from tennis4hrnyboyz and chadzor! Enter your username to dish the dirt on your friends!

10:30PM

10:26PM - DANIELLE

I hope you check this before you leave tomorrow.

i am very proud of you and i am so happy for you! when i get a letter from you i will be sure to write you back because then i will have your address...

i hope you have fun and i want to hear all of the stories when you come back!

i love you babe!

*Alisha

8:30PM

HE CAME HOME TODAY!!!!!


this weekend seemed like it was never going to end. or at least yesterday did i was up from 6 until 3 or 4 in the morning...i was so damn tired today.

10:53PM - so my life has just been a blur the past few days...

i don't even know where to start...

WEDNESDAY- i am leaving cheerleading and i am on my way to volleyball and i get a phone call. (Now i know that my dad had a doctors appointment to get something taken care of) she is crying and can barly talk so i start freaking out. well it turns out that he was taken to the hospital and i had to get there right away if i wanted to see him before sergury...so i go in there and i get to see him for a few minutes and then he went into sergury. we ended up leaving the hospital somewhere around 12 or 1...on the way home mom gets pulled over...that just had to add to our bad day.

THURSDAY- i was only going to go to school for 1st and walk through...because i have honors english first and i needed to go to it... well i had impson so i couldn't go to that class...but then i went to walk through and i cryed even more than i did the night before. and then i went to lunch with tiff (our last lunch together at the highschool) even though we weren't at the high school. and then i went home and slept for a while and went into the hospital. and i staied there until 1.

TODAY- got up around 7 to leave at 8 to go to the hospital all day. mom had to work so she wanted me to be there with him...the good news is, is that the doctor told his he might be able to come home this weekend. so i was there all day and didn't get any sleep becuase he had a constant streem of people there all day. i feel bad for him because he needs to sleep so he can get better but there is always people there so he can't.

tomorrow i am leaveing at 630 to go in there and then i am leaving at 11 to come home and pick up courtney from work and then we are going to go to the baseball game for about an hour and then we are going to graduation...from there i am going to tiffany hayes house and i am staying there for the rest of the night.

i think its going to be good to have a night away from all the stresses at the hospital.

well i need to go to bed so i can get up early.

*Alisha

Current mood: stressed

5:16PM

so now i really hate this computer...i am in the middle of these history questions that are worth like alot of my grade...and my computer decides it wants to be stupid and freeze up and shut down!

and of course i didn't save any of it yet because i was stupid and now i have to start all over!

i am so pissed off that this stupid piece of shit!

10:02PM

i am so pissed off i could fucking kill him right now...friends...yea right...that is the last fucking time i go to your fucking house!

11:04AM

ok so i thought i had hit my lowest low before...no this is rock bottom.

i couldn't even bring myself to cry last night i was just in shok that the whole thing had happend....

well now i don't have my phone...i don't have my car and i have to ride the bus to school...and i am grounded for the rest of my life..

i'm not mad at anyone i feel bad for putting everyone in the position that i did...

i'm sorry everyone.

*Alisha

10:08PM

i think i've hit my lowest low...

now i'm grounded and there is nothing i can do about it cause my parents aren't going to trust me or believe what i have to say.

and for now there is no getting away i am stuck at home with my parents and there is nothing i can do about it.

3:40PM

12:02PM

i hate it when ppl don't know what really happend...they just think that they do and so they start talking shit....and its worse when one of your friends does it...or at least i thought you and i were friends.

8:58PM - we all love him...now we just need to get him up here...

where he belongs!!

Mitch can't come up cause he doesn't have any money....you all need to donate a couple dollars and help him get up here!!!

we need 142.50 to get him up here!

5:07PM

This and that... And more this and a little more that []
Time: 5:07
I am: bored
I miss: clinton
I want: to go on another cruise
I have: nothing to do
I hate: drama
I fear: alot of things
I play: sports
I hear: tiffany's sterio playing
I care: about my friends, family and the future
I smile: all the time
I wonder: about the future
I poke: i don't know
I love: being with my friends
I mess: around
I ache: in my knee
I think: about my future and the past
I always: am on the go
I am not: doing my homework like I should be
I dance: when I am drunk
I sing: in the car
I cry: when something really bad happens
I talk: to much
I spilled: everything when i am wearing white
I wish: i knew more than i do
I keep: EVERYTHING
I am not always: in a good mood
I can: walk and chew gum at the same time...
I can’t: listen all the time
I write: every night
I win: nothing...i go to SHS!
I lose: keys
I smell: air
I confuse: myself to much
I need: more hours in a day
I should: go home some time...

sorry i was bored!

11:48AM - ITS OVER!!!

so the wedding was really good...and i didn't cry so i was happy. its so weird to think that my sister is really married...she had to sign something last night and she signed it corinne thayer...i was a little scared.

the reception went really good too. we didn't really get to see alot of ppl though cause the photographer was taking us here and there and we all felt bad cause we had ppl here from like 6 hours away that we never see and we didn't get to talk with them.

afterwards something happend and now my family is all freaking out.

i left last ngiht i didn't want to be here i had way more fun that what i would have had at home.

sea_gal- what did you find out last night?

ITS ALL OVER...now all they have to do is open their presents and were all done...then they just need to move out!

ok well i need to go.

*Alisha

Current mood: sick